Friday, January 2, 2009

Idk my bff lexi

Sorry I haven't added on in such a long time. I know, I'm such a slacker. But anyway, So, christmas break... Both lexi and I had a sleepover at a friends house. That was pretty much the highlight of my vacation (that and sleep of course.) But that brings me to a topic which I'd like to discuss. Actually I have no idea how this topic was brought on but I really want to talk about a girl who lives in my neighborhood. Let's call her ashley for the sake of things. She is the YW presidents daughter (If you don't know what that means don't worry about it.) She is supposedly my best friend and she has been since seventh grade. If I were a mean person I would have run as far away from her that I could, but I'm not. She's bossy, and controlling and the attention has to be on her at all times or she'll black mail you for life. Everything is a competition with her. Which is why I kindof feel guilty for her obsession of going out with everything that's male. I kissed one boy and now she has to have ten before she'll be happy. She's also on my dance company. She thinks she fits in but everyone secretly hates her which is probably why I feel like I have to stick around. Without me she would have no one to listen to her boring anecdotes on all of her ex boyfriends (and beleive me there's a lot). I really just kindof feel bad for her. I want to help her but I really don't think it's possible. If she would just stop insisting on trying to be better than everyone else then maybe she would end up being better. It wouldn't be hard for her to be better than me if she would just relax and stop trying so hard. She used to be a good person. We've had a few good times together and we used to have them a lot. I just wish she'd go back to being who she was. Anyway, If lexi would like to add onto this subject then feel free. or if you'd like you can tell about other people in our neighborhood.

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